When I was diagnosed with type 1 juvenile diabetes my world literally went down hill, and fast! Over the last 3 years I’ve struggled, fallen, battled and eventually hit rock bottom where I stayed for 2 years.
Two years of battling.
I lost all my friends because they reckon I was a bi*ch and diabetes had done “this and that” to me. They bullied me for having diabetes. I was bullied so bad I turned suicidal, school work and my social life took its toll on me and I crumbled under the pressure.
I had a boyfriend at the time who was in a state of utter depression and he hated his father and mother because they kept trying to pull us apart. It happened I broke up with him because I thought he would hurt me, he was cutting his arms and everything. I couldn’t bear being the reason he might kill himself. Now we don’t talk, we haven’t for two years. His mum threatened me.
I was diagnosed with major depression, obessive behaviour (with being all about death and wanting to die), anxiety and social phobia. So I had the works.
I’m still on antidepressants and struggling but compared to me 4 months ago I’m happy and I’m actually doing things I want to do.
I’m so much happier I’ve even been moved to Novomix and only have 2 needles a day now NOT 4.. I’m totally lifted because I have my P plates as well for my moped and I’ve independance and maturity and stability again in my life.
I’m making something of myself.
If any one wishes to talk to me at all any age, male or female.
I am willing to be friends and talk. I’m an easy person to get along with LoL!!